Friday, May 25, 2007

Don't panic! We live in a beautiful world!

在溫書時間不足的緊張日子聽這首歌有助舒緩情緒。

Don't Panic
Coldplay
Parachutes


bones sinking like stones
all that we fought for
homes places we've grown
all of us are done for
and we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do, yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world

bones sinking like stones
all that we fought for
homes places we've grown
all of us are done for
and we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do, yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world

and we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do, yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world
oh all that I know
there's nothing here to run from
'cos yeah everybody here's got somebody to lean on

Source: http://www.coldplaying.com/modules.php?op=modload&name=Sections&file=index&req=viewarticle&artid=5&page=1

Thursday, May 10, 2007

原來我想打人

Year2的學費完全沒有白費,甚至可說是益街坊割喉式大減價。功課排山倒海地湧過來,一波未平一波又起,但人的能力是有限的,一雙手只能拿一支筆,一個頭只有一顆腦袋。這個星期以來都被功課埋葬,除了吃、睡、拉就是功課和上課。慢慢地、沒有情緒地,我一點一點地完成功課。但原來我已想打人。
清晨時發夢,夢見自己被人陷害,朋友一個一個出言挑釁自己,最後大家大打出手,醒來。
醒來時沒有打開眼,但自己的喘氣聲聽得很清楚,大聲到可能吵醒了roomate (sorry...),心中想著為何自己會做這種夢。這種夢還是第一次做,在夢裡自己跟朋友打架也是第一次。雖然很清楚只是夢境,但心裡仍有一絲絲內疚。你能想像夢境中那種恐怖和絕望嗎?
哈~諷刺的是,儘管我做了這種夢,我仍未能拿出一些時間來好好放鬆一下,只能在有空檔時喘息一下。現在我無時無刻都嚮往著考試後的日子呢~